what happen in the past its kept repeating itself..

This thing no need to be happen not anymore..

I have my own limits..

Why does karma hits me..??

This is the challenge i have to face every year..

The same thing happen twice.. 

Not twice but more..

Being nice to people is not so a pleasure things..

But being bad are not necessary..

Why do you to tell story to others about my problem??

I can handle it myself..

I know my own statement..

Why do you need to be such a busy body??

Already live in luxury..

Why do you need to story to others about this??

Who are you??

You don't even know exactly who i am..

You are the one who creates this situation..

Why you need to be bother about my college fees??

I never asked for your money to pay my debt...

Instead i spent it on you too.. 

Not just you but her too..

But you never try to appreciate what people does to you..

Are you blind or are you lonely??

Seeking an attention is your daily routines??

Mind your own business please..

I don't need this kind of situation to be repeated again..

2013

Already the year of 2013...
2012, has been amazing year for me so far...
Only at the end of it...
Many things has happened...
New experienced was gained before...
It was really amazing...
Everything is shaped properly..
But not all the things that I hoped for would be there...
I tried so hard to make it better...
But I don't know why it just not accordingly to what I was planned..
I just hoped that everything in this year 2013 would be more better than ever..
Getting a great pointer in Semester 1 just making me more curious how would I do in this Semester 2..
In my mind always processing the feeling of scared with lack of confidence...
But I will try hard and choose a smart way to make it maintainable for the next final examination...

2012

it's been so long since i have updated my blog...
in this year 2012
everything is crazy..
going to work at cotton on for two months
was the best experience that i ever had...
never had a working experience before making me felt the spooks
when thinking about the consequences..
meet a lot a new friend
it's was really awesome thing
then come the college life...
wowowowowow
college life...
when we were sitting silently at home and doing nothing
we were wondering how would the college life would be...
it's was almost the end of the semester 1 year 1 for me...
all the thing that had happened before really makes me crazy...
submit all the assignments presentations everything that needed for me to get a great marks..
next week it was the week of final examinations...
i am even not getting ready for this whole thing...
but i should make myself ready to be a better teslian in the future :)

My grandfather :')

On the 10th of december,

The date which take my grandfather's life back to HIM

Sungguh sedih sekali tok ki sudah tiada di dunia ini

He'the best grand dad i ever had in life....

May ALLAH S.W.T placed him in heaven bersama-sama dgn org-org yang beriman...

Amin ya rabb :')

waa penat nyer :')

Okay at last habis jugak ak edit blog ak nie...
Fine xdek la lawa mane pun kan..
Atleast ak dapat jugak kan abis kan en :P...
da abis SPM nie kan nk buat pe heh??
hurm 
On Monday ak cari keje and keluar nan dyer
Pasal driving class xpayah nk rusing-rusing kan kepala nie
Sbb da settle da pun...
Weeee ~
Cm mane la agaknya nnty kan time drive...
Grrr scary doh! (bak kate Eleen kan  :) )
Hopefully LULUS la nnty kan...huhu
And dapat job...
xdek la ak jobless nnty ohh :P

December appears again :)

December kini kembali lagi...

Zaman 2011 akan berlepas dgn pantasnya dan 2012 akan dtg menerpa

Form 5 2011 akan menghadapi hidup baru

Lebih byk ringtangan dan cabaran yg akan dihadapi 

Real life as people says

No more school life for us just normal life like an adults

We need to have our target 

To complete our new circle of life and journey

On the earth :)

changes in 2011

wow ramai jugak yang xsangka kan my changes :)

from free black wavy hair to TUDUNG :D

awesome changes..

mendapat hidayah daripadanya merupakan satu keberkatan :)

ttbe terbuka hati nk bertudung..

if not dulu ayah suruh pakai tudung pun mengelat hee 

and most important is HIM

he can accept me a bit by bit my new changes :D

get a credit by HIM totally awesome doe :)

xpernah sangka dyer will say that 

me look beautiful wearing hijab 

really terharu ohh :D

changes in  2011 is the beginning for my new life :D