thank you Allah

Ya rabb,terima kasih atas sume yg telah engkau berikan

dia telah kembali kepada ku..

hati nya tetap kekal bersamaku...

walaupun hanya sementara pedih yg ku rasa

tetapi dia tetap ada bersamaku...

setiap saat

setiap minit bersama itu la yg paling ak hargai sekali..

ya rabb,bertapa besarnya kasih sayangku terhadapnya...

dan bertapa besarnya cinta ku kepadamu ya maha besar...

ak bersyukur keran Kau telah bukakan hatinya semula untuk berpaling kepada episod yg lama..

episod yg terhenti seketika itulah yg paling menyakitkan diriku..

tetapi episod tersebut telah datang semula ke pangkuan ku...

dia kini seorang yg amat ku kenali...

sejak kali pertama dia mengenali diriku

sehingga kini dia tetap seorang yg setia...

kini ak memahami ap maksud cinta pertama...

ini lah yg ak rasakan

pelangi yg indah tetap ad tersirat di sebalik awan yg tebal..

Amin ya rabb amin...

plese dont judge a book by it's cover if you are not that perfect enough

Curious for having this running in my dad's mind...

I don't even know why are he blaming other people child's and saying that they don't even have pendirian agama and stuff...

If you are perfect you can judge

If you aren't please don't...

Because you are making your own children like they don't even have any dignity in their life...

I don't even know what does he want from his child...

What are we do in everyday activity it's was like everything is wrong to him...

Who knows...

We don't even know why his attitude like that...

He treated other people nice and polite but when came to his family it's different thing...

When he gonna realise this kind of stuff...

Future we all never know.....

true friends?maybe?

Friends? 

Is it there or hidden between somewhere that me or anyone could ever find?

Well

What can i say is this a problem of my behaviour or just them who don't even want to be friends with me?

When they a problem i helped them

But when it comes to math subjects i was pushed aside then

What am i to them?

Some kind of clown that making jokes in front of everybody in the world?

People...

We never would know what they kept inside their heart...

sometimes...

In this world i felt like a stranger that anyone would be avoiding ever since...

Is this some kind of test that we had in the world or what?

No on would ever know until now....